Being a Mom of Three!

Having Ruby has made me a better Mom.  

It has.  And I'm not sure why.  I just feel so much more at peace.  I am more calm.  I am a little more patient.  I am super happy to have all three girls here.  Maybe it's because I have had 2 Blited Ovems (false pregnancies), or because we waited a long while for Ruby.  Or because I was literally hospitalized and made it through all the craziness that was scary and hard.  Maybe it's because with each baby, I realize more and more what a true miracle it all is, and how very blessed I am to get to have THREE!  And by the way, now that I have made it through 3 not so fun, not so nice pregnancies, and this last experience, I feel like I can make it through almost anything!  Including helping Bree get stitches, which I talked about two posts ago.  Truthfully, I know that our Whole family is here now.  There is no one else waiting for us.  Ruby was supposed to come, and now that we have her, I am in love with my life, and with my girls!  I am enjoying these moments!

Which brings me to another quick topic.  The word ENJOY, is my new word for this up coming year.  I have decided that I am enjoying my life, and that I am going to enjoy every experience that comes my way.  I want to be extra happy, and have more fun, and I want to ENJOY these precious little girls, and my husband, and everything that we do.  And for the first time I even Enjoy getting up in the middle of the night to feed the baby, and I enjoy those huge poopy diapers, early mornings, and everything else that comes with being a mom.  I am enjoying my life just as it is.  It is perfect! :)