The lesson is called, "Look beyond yourself". What, something I feel I don't do very well. People are always doing things for me. I admit it. I've been spoiled at times :) And I love it. Chris just tells me I'm focused. I think that's a nice way of putting it. Sometimes I feel like there are opportunities missed. I mean, it just doesn't even occur to me that I might actually know when a person is in need, and take that step.
Tonight Chris asked me if I had read over my lesson. I said yes. He asked what it was about, and I told him. And then I said....Honey, I'm not the best person to teach this lesson. I mean...do I even ever help anyone? And then he said....Didn't you just take Bread to your sister, Soup to your mom, and cut your Dad's hair tonight? Oh yeah....I totally forgot. But I wasn't even thinking of it like that. It was just a fun quick visit to my parents. You know, because I'm closer now, and I can go over any time I want :) yeah....I love it.
I guess I'm feeling a little bit better about Sunday now.
I'm not a totally horrible person. It seams easy to serve the people we know. So maybe my next focus is going to be on trying to be prompted to know when someone I don't know so well, might need something from me. That's going to be way hard.
I think being a Mom is ALL about service. And the rewards are SO GREAT!!!